I’m honestly done with fucking school. I need a break already, I missed so much shit in the three days I was absent, so now I’m probably going to fail this quarter, cause it’s gunna take me awhile to feel better again.
I’ve been really sick the last like week, with the flu. And I’m slowly getting better, but I can’t stand it anymore. Now I have this really bad cough that hurts my chest, and tummmy when I cough. It’s horrible. I wanna get better so I feel like myself, and can move on with my life.
Right now I actually don’t feel like myself, which isn’t good. It’s like the second time this week. Everything seems so different and stuff. All I feel like doing is sleeping because it’s the only thing that seems to make me feel sane. I’m probably just gunna watch CSI today and read or something, cause I actually don’t feel like going out anywhere today.
Maybe a little later, I’ll actually feel a little better.
Right now I actually feel like I’m slowly dying, and I’m listening to All time low of course<3 i’m gunna go and shower in a few minutes, and then lay down and read since I feel so shittty. I finished my second book today since friday.YAY. My goal is to read like three more this whole break. Which hoopefully will happen. I love my nerd self, LOL. It’s not a bad thing to read people. It’s quite enjoying. I’m gunna go now. I’ll post some stuff I have saved on my other computer, nighties!
I didn’t have school again today, YES. Anyways, I’ve only been up for three hours and I’m aleady so tired. I was outside for like an hour shoveling for my mom, and I was playing with my dogs in the snow. I’ll put up some pictures later. Now I think it’s time for some lunch, and then time to take a nap ;P
I’m in a good mood. I finished all my homework, and I had a lot of fun today. I actually went out in the snow and stuffs, and it was loads of fun. I took lots of pictures of snowy trees since I think they look absolutely amazing. Now, I’m gunna eat dinner soon, then take a shower, and go and read my book for awhile. My goal is to be done with it by tomorrow, so I can start this other one I wanna read.
I hope there is a delay or something tomorrow, cause I hate going out early in the snoww.!
I’m in the worst mood because I’m running off of three hours of sleep. I still can’t believe that I Stayed up and watched four hours of the titanic. I went threw so many tissues toward the end, cuase it’s so sad. I’ve seen the titanic before, but for some reason I just couldn’t remember how it ended. Anyways, I’m being so bitchy, and I actually don’t really mean it, but whatever. They always put good movies on days where I have to wake up early the next day. Bleeeh, I tried taking a nap before, but I was interrupted FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES INTO MY NAP (<3loveyoulorraine) anyways, after she left my mom ended up waking me up like forty five minutes after, and I was a complete raging bitch, and she kept asking me why I was so bitchy and stuffs. Anyways, I’m eating dinner, showering, taking lots of advil, and going the fuck to sleep. I better not get distracted by anything, because I really need sleep. I can’t function anymore.
Last night was my friends sweet sixteen, and it was absolutely amazing. She looked so pretty and stuffs. And so did a lot of other peoples. I danced a lot, it was actually quite funn, and I don’t really dance that much. Anywayss, I’m gunna go and get taco bell in a little with my bestfriend, since I don’t like what my mom is makingg and stuffs. so yeaaaaaaah (:
I’m re-writing my global essay right now, and it’s actually coming out really good. I better get a good grade on the re-write, because i’m actually putting in a lot of effort to make it be good. Right now, my head is still hurting, since 2 in the morning, which left me awake until like 4 or 5, so I ended up not falling back asleepp, so I stayed home from school. Right now I would be sleeping since my head hurts, but I actually want to pass global this year, and stuffs so I don’t have to re-take it. I’m gunna finish my essay. I just have to finish one more body paragraph, retype the conclusion since it was perfect, and turn it in on turnitin.com (I HATE THAT WEBSITE SO MUCH)
I was just on my facebook, and all of a sudden I was looking at stuff, and it says (blank) became fan of something. And in my head I think ‘she used to be my bestfriend not too long ago, but now she doesn’t even talk to me anymore’. It it made me realize that my ‘old bestfriend’ ‘friend’ idek what we are anymore, forgot my birthday. MY 16TH BIRTHDAY. That actually made me feel really shittty. Like whenever i see her places, she always comes over to me and goes “danielle i love you, i miss you bleh bleh bleh” and it makes me think, wait why don’[t we talk anymore. We used to be so close.
I think I just need to realize that things change. I’m never going to forget the times we had when we were really close. Now it seems like nothing, it seems that we don’t evne know eachother anymore. But for her to forget my birthday, makes me feel so shitty because she can’t even say she forgot because she used to be my bestfriend.
WHY AM I RANTING ABOUT THIS, I SHOULDN’T. IT’S NOT EVEN A BIG DEAL, IT’S A LITTLE THING. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I would be fucking grounded for the dumbest reason. Since I have nothing else to do, and are too tired to start my book, I’m just gunna go and sleep this week the fuck away. Alll Im gunna do is, sleep, go to school, and sleep some more. YAY.